im back home.

oh...frackalaacking..

Assalammualaikum :D

you  peeps!

dah lama tak jumpa. hehe.

aku tahu korang rindu aku tapi tanak admit. 

kan.?

okay.

sebelum aku memuji diri sendiri lebih2.

let me straight to le point.

am back HOME <3

yeah.

baru balik from Shah Alam.

Alhamdulillah made it home safely.

Miss my buddy.

am a Loner kat sana.

dah la mesej dayat dia tengah kerja.

tup tup dia balas pukul 2.30 pagi.

lol.

time tu aku dah tido tengah mimpi

kissie2 dengan Harry Styles dah. haha.

oooh..

and yeah..

cube search kat Youtube and type TannerPatrick

cover dia serious best!

omg2.

dah la ohsome punye handsome :D

haha.

ok.

mode menggatal dah on,

man...serious kiut :D

ok. stop it.

by the way.

sekarang tengah tunggu download Photoshop CS5 habes.

man.

lagi 15 hours. D:

kalau mak aku dah hantar PC tu pergi betukan ta perlula 

ku bersusah payah nak download benda ni..

ok.

ak taatahu nak tulis ape lagi nih.

serious bosan sekarang.

walaupun ada banyak kerja rumah.

i think i'd rather be bored than doin my homework.

iyiyi D:

besok kene marah punya la.

blergh..

dah la.

kene berubah!

berubah la Najwa!!!

ok.

bye peeps.

<3

i always do this :D

yeay.new bag.bye2 money.

oh...frackalacking...

howdy human beings.

hope korang sehat,

aku sehat.

alhamdulillah.

baru balik dari Melaka nih.

weee..

mengantuk.

but malas nak tido.

tadi pergi Melaka sebab nak jemput nenek aku kat Melaka Central.

Pacik aku hantar dia kat sana.

but then.

sementara tunggu tuh aku ada belii bag.

dekat Jusco

a luggage.

sebab nanti insyaallah bulan 3 nak pegi buat Umrah.

murah je bag tuh.

harga asal dia dalam barapa entah.

tapi abang tuh kasi 50% diskaun.

omg.

dah la abang tu hensem.

ditambah lagi dengan diskaun tuh.

aku terus fall in love at the spot.

haha.

ok.

tipu.

jadi la RM230 mak aku kasi RM100 je.

lain2 guna duit aku.

huhu. sebaik. jimat duit ku.

tapi siyes abang tu cute.

cume cekeding sikit.

ada muka macam Sam Tsui.

cuba google sikit.

bag tu warna purple.

brand Polo whatver. 

nak letak gambar..

tapi aku malas la nak upload kan.

leceh.

tapi kalau ada gambar tu dah lama aku upload :D 

so korang guna jela imaginasi sikit.

and then bila pacik aku kata dia nak hantar nenek aku kat Jusco.

kitorang pun turun ke bawah dah menaymbut nenek ku.

and then makan2 kat food court.

then balik.

salam2.

dapat duit lagi sebab dapat 8A.

nngeh3..

tu je nak update.

aku bosan.

bye3.

oh ye.

aku still lagi dengan dayat.

saja je buat gimmick.

ahaha..

the thing is.

oh..frackalacking..

'When a girl loves you, No matter how many times you fuck up, no matter how big the mistake, she always finds a way to forgive you. No matter what you did, no matter how stupid you acted, she finds it in her to work things out with you, to compromise and keep the two of you strong. That’s why women deserve more respect; they don’t give up on relationships like guys do. Guys could learn a thing or two from you ladies.'

-demilica24

February suppose to be the month of love.

but i suppose .

it's better to be in love with myself.

rather than to be with you.

someday they'll see your true colours.

hope you'l be prepare.

the lies,

you know i hate lies.

but then.

you still giving lies.

it's okay.

i'm cool.

but you arent

.

and after this.

i wont give a damn.

about anything that you say.

i hate you now.

but i guess i hate myself more.

because didnt see you true colours earlier.

now with broken heart.

tears and bloody nose.

i realise what i shoul've done.

month before.

years before.

i thought you were different.

but you arent

now that i've blocked you out.

i hope that i'll be cured.

even though it will never be the same.

'my hands they were strong

but my knees were far too weak

to stand in your arm

without falling to your knees'

i wish you the best of luck

and i hope that you'l change.

i wish that i will be able to frget you.

sooner.

and i hope.

that they will see your true colours.

im sorry.

but i cant take it anymore.

maybe they can share.

but i cant.

that's not me.

you remember when i said.

im sure that we'll last forever?

yeah.

im really sure at that time

but now.

it's hard to get hopes up.

i know right now i still love you.

at this very moment.

but it's okay.

i'll find my way to move on.

i have my friend by my side where you dont.

i trust my friend where you dont.

wish you the best of luck.

even though i dont believe in luck.

and

thanks.

for everything.

you change me for who i am right now.

and im grateful by that.

or by now i wont be able to write this.

'nevermind i'll find someone better than you.'

Salam Maulidur Rasul.

Assalammualaikum.

Selamat Tinggal mr.D

Assalammualaikum Nur Hidayat Razlan.

p/s: tucen addmath jap lagi. wuwuw. najwa,ikhlas najwa! haha.

hope aku ta mengantuk. killer add math ~

related

oh..frackalacking..

this is my version of

Pink-Please Don't Leave Me

the lyrics is related to me

according to my situation right now.

so here it goes:

Da da da da, da da da da 

Da da da, da da

Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can cry any more

How many time we've fight like this?

Or said something insulting?

Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be

I am capable of really anything

I can cut you into pieces

Cause my heart is broken

Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me

Please don't leave me

I always say how I don't need you

But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?

What is it with you that makes me act like this?

I've never been this nasty

Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?

The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest

But baby I don't mean itI mean it, 

I promise

Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me

Oh please don't leave me

I always say how I don't need you

But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me

I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag

And I need you,

 I'm sorry

Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da

Da da da, da da

Please, please don't leave me(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me(Da da da, da da)

No, don't leave me

Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you

But it's always gonna come right back

It's gonna come right back to this

Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.

I always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me

Baby, please, please don't leave me

I'm sorry baby.

I love you.

That's why I acted like that.

I'm so sorry.

I meant it.

Please don't leave me.

p/s: because maybe you're gonna be the one who save me.

and after all.

you're my wonderwall.

Another 10

oh...frackalacking..

Another 10 +1  facts about me.

1. With the right books, the right songs, the wrong man. I can easily cry.Even on the best day

of my life.  

2. Want to impress someone. But ended up badly.

3. You break my friends' heart. You'll ended having YOUR heart broken.

4. Hemophobia . I really fear blood. really.

5. Cepat bosan. Which is a really bad thing. I mean. Kadang2 in a relationship pun 

aku cebat bosan. 

6. When I say that I love that someone.  I really love him then.

7. I hate seeing people in poverty. Not that I hate them. I mean. I hate myself.

Cause I cant help them.

And trust me.

when I grow up. And have a successful career. I swear . That I'll try to help those in need.

And if I become a Billionaire or a Zillionaire or Zayn-aire. I will try to help them especially like people

in Somalia, Ethiopia, and all those Muslims that has been kena tindas.

8. It disgust me when I see people being so cruel with animal.

Try put yourself in those helpless animal la!

Cuba  bayangkan kalau kau kena baling batu! kau suke ke! ta kan. so please. stop animal

cruelty.

9.  I swear that one day, Sooner or later. But sooner I hope. 

Yang aku akan pergi concert 1 Direction! aku nak jumpa long lost boyfie aku.

Harry Styles yang kiut miut and kawan dia Louis Tomlinson .

haha.

dan aku akan try bawa Hidayah Haris juga. Kasi dia tengok Husband dia.

Niall Horan.

haha.

and insyallah bawa Laila juga. bawa dia tengok Zayn Malik.

lol.

haha. btw. nama Zayn yang betul adalah Zain. but he prefer orang panggil dia Zayn~

and kalau Poya minat One Direction juga.

insyallah aku bawa dia jumpa Liam Payne.

hehe..

ok. tapi guna duit masing2 la. 

kalau aku je yang tanggung baik aku buat rumah tak pun beli kereta. haha.

omg. too cute. I died.

10. Seorang penggemar buku. Bahasa inggeris nye jelah.

bahasa melayu nye aku kurang.

and kalau birthday aku korang nak kasi buku. aku suka gila lah!

tapi janga la belikan buk rujukan.

ada melambak kat rumah aku. haha.

ok

add up.

11.

aku sekarang tengah gila kan this phrase from a poem Paradiso(aku orang Islam lagi kay) in salah satu Dante's work.

'la mia volontà e il desiderio sono stati trasformati dalla carità, l'amore che move il sole e 
l'altre stelle ♥'

maksudnya adalah.

My will and desire were turned by love, the love that moves the sun and other stars.

ok.

and kalau anda faham.

then it's good.

kalau ta faham2.

cuba la faham kan.

sebab aku ta reti bab nak explain2 nih.

that's why i can't be a teacher.

but i can tell you the summary here:

Her love is just that too powerful. That her love makes him

change his everything just for her.

ok.

aku suke poem.

especially love poem.

sebab maksud dia tersangat la hebat.

and tersangat la mendalam.

ok.

and you know what!

aku aru je habis kan novel City Of Glass semalam!
nangis wyh..

seriously.

bertuah dapat Jace. Sebab dia sayang Clary. wuwuw.

I wanna be a Shadowhunter. wuwu.

ok. 

sampai disini saja buat masa ni.

aku tahu makin lama entry aku makin busan.

tapi nak buat macam mana.

my favourite inspiration berada jauh nun disana. wuwu.

ok. bye.

love you all.

selamat beramal.

p/s: I love you mr.D. Eventhough I love Harry too, keep in mind that

you always be in my heart. No matter what.

One Direction is my LIFE

oh..frackalacking

before you read any further...

ape kata kalau korang kasi page ini load dalam masa 5 minit dulu agar

semua berjalan lancar.

terima kasih.

Assalammualaikum rakyat jelata.

em..

ok2.

topik hari ni.

penting sangat ! 

penting gila!

at least bagi aku dengan daya lah kut.

ok.

so here it's.

okay.

this one i got from tumblr.

and CREDIT TO THE OWNER.

sebab bende nih serious true.

ok2.

so hereit's:

I have One Direction infection because:

Their perfect face.

The way they look at you:

Their BODIES 

Their dance skills

omg. harry so cute.





Symptoms..







unexpected pregnancies that you don’t mind



when they sing, you’re just like:





and never ending sexual frustration





ok/

OMG>
im so in love with One Direction!
sorry.
wuwuw.
tumblr aku dah penuh dengan muka diorang yang serious comel gila gila.
especially my boyfie, Harry Styles.
just dump Caroline Flacks oledy, Harry!
she's 30!
and you're 17.
you should be goin' out with me.
haha.
ok2.
kidding kiddo.
but kalau jadi real ape salah nye.
aku suka aja.
haha.

ok.
dah.
tu je]
just thought want to share those lots.
bye2/






oh ye.
and sorry.
masuk ni dah 2 entry aku buat pasal boyfie boyfie aku nih.
maaf2.


AWESOME~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!


aw...please don't cry baby.. wuwuwu..

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cak!

ok.
enough Najwa!
enough is enough!
bye peeps!